I’ve been feeling like my life has been out of balance. Too much weight on school that I feel like I’m alienating everything else in my life. I have to wake up (somewhat) obscenely early every day and not that I should complain (because there are tons of people who wake up earlier than me and have longer days) but I can’t help me feel that my early mornings contribute to the groggy and depressed feeling I haven’t been able to shake off lately. Everything going on has made me feel even more anxious and pressure to the point where I need to step back and re-prioritize what is important in my life. I’m not going to be stuck in this mess and just let it sort it out by itself. I’m going to take control and put back some balance and structure in my life. That, of course, requires some self-control, which has never been my strong point but we’ll see. If I keep trying, it can happen. I just can’t let the little things knock me down.
